haven't been blogging lately coz i'm bz working..yup..some of u noe about it, some of u dun..i'm in a relationship..now i noe wat's the meaning of "great things come at a cost" i got into a relationship and end up hurting a fren..
Now that i'm in a relationship i've to spend time with him and we've been going out on dates tgt since 12.12.06..i dun noe wat's gonna happen in future but i noe tat he has agreed to giv me enuff freedom of my own to go out with my other pals and family..^^ and it's working out fine..btw, thx for the ring darling..(didn't really expected u to pay for it..=x)
Went out with joa a couple of days ago and we went on a huge shopping spee..even though i'm working and had my 1st pay..i'm gonna be broke soon!!! if i continue to shop like tat..! after coming back frm KL tat time i've turned into a shopping freak..(just like wat dear calls me..><) can't stop shopping for stuff..somebody stop me!!
i've something i really wanna tell someone..it's nt tat i dun wanna get into a relationship with u..i noe u've waited for almost 2 whole yrs and i'm touched..however, there's really no chemistry between us..if i had agreed with u it will hurt the both of us in a long run..i'm truly sry if i've hurt u in anyway..frm the bottom of my heart..I'm sorry..but i hope we can still be frens forever..
~*Pals forever*~
woa..i'm back! hehex..hav been quite bz lately coz my manager keep putting my shift as full..! when for holidays during the 3rd to 6th dec with my family and went shopping! yea! but didn't hav enuff time to shop till i drop..><
currently attending a netball umpiring course..i tot after o's i don't hav to sit for a test till next yr but i was wrong.. there's gonna be an umpiring test on both theory and practical..!!! AHHH!!! and if i fail it i would hav wasted the 100bucks i spent on the course!! so better wish me good luck for the test guys!
well..i've been asked tat qn again..and once again i was at a lost..being someone tat neds and wants freedom, i don't like or wan to be tied down..it's jus nt myself i guess..tat's y i really dunno if i'm even rdy for a relationship..nt tat i dun wan to be in one..but maybe just maybe the time is nt rite or something..if u've seen tis..i jus wanna let u noe wat i've jus mention yea?i do wanna get into a relationship with u..but..i dun wan both parties to be upset on a wrong decision i hav made..but if u can prove to me tat u r able to commit urself, i've no rite to say no..yea?
It's 6am and i'm blogging at tis hour.. wow..couldn't slp..thinking about lots of well..useless piece if sh!t maybe..i dunno..wat's up with tat.. sending me an email tell me tt.. ahh..wateva..
working at celio paragon now and there's tis guy tat's quite cute..haha..saw him and was like..woa..cool eh? he was nice to me.. today he even when to buy me the medi when i wasn't felling well..most prob he was jus treating me as a younger sis i guess..i dun mind hav a cute and nt-bad looking god-bro like him..hahax..guess i'm a little out of my mind..but who cares.. no biggy thinking tat way yea? i mean..who doesn't..
relationship is now out of the qn..think being single is still the best..love the freedom i hav when i'm single..sometimes i do envy couples walking down the street but still.. it's equally good spending time with my frens, at least frens joke and gossip instead of sweet-talking.. unless.. he solves the qn on my msn nick and give me his answer..then maybe jus maybe i'll think about getting into tis so called "relationship".. i dun understand wat's the diff between frens and boyfriends.. they are still ur frens rite? O.o or at least the hav the word friend in them..
